Welcome Welcome Welcome!!! I have finally decided to stop procrastinating and sit down and start this thing called a blog. My main objective is to put my thoughts into words and be able one to look back and see what Ive experienced and how far I have come.  And so that my friends can experience this crazy thing called life with me.

As you know I'm a single mother. Never did I EVER think I would have to say that. There are days where I just sit back and hope I'm doing right by my daughter. Its a very hard and trying journey. I know she relies on me and looks up to me. Even when I don't think shes looking. Scary thing. I just hope every decision I make is for the betterment of OUR lives. As a mother, let alone a SINGLE mother, this is something that weighs heavily on our hearts and minds. Children tend to rely a lot on their mothers for comfort, strength, wisdom, support, and most importantly LOVE. I just pray I give all of these to Natalie. 

My main goal as of late is going to school to become an RN. Ive always struggled with what career path to take because I want to make sure it just isn't a "job" for me. I love people. Helping people, being there for people and being someone who can make a DIFFERENCE. You cant put a price on that. *although nurses get paid really well. lol*  So then came the thought of what type of nurse I would want to be. I know my belly cant handle blood n guts. Broken bones, trees limbs through the eyeball...you catch my drift. lol So I decided on OB/GYN. Yep...BABIES!!!!! Going through the 3 trimesters with a family and then the delivery a baby is a miracle. And I know that's where my heart has lead me. Now its just the journey to get there. I know there will be many long nights and hard times and discouraging moments but I have faith in myself and my drive to be able to provide the best possible life for me and my daughter. So that's is MAJOR part of my story.

So friends, I hope you follow me through the laughs, the tears, the disappointments, the blessings, the hard times, the good  times, and all that comes in between. This is my story....in my MY words!!!! *BeSoS*